The past couple months have been hard.

I know that there are people out there that are hurting and dealing with things that may be bigger than what I am dealing with but it feels just as big.

All these emotions: loss,grief,loneliness,feeling as if no one would notice if I was gone.

I keep so silent but I can only keep silent for so long but at the same time I don’t have much to say.

I wish I could turn back time and start fresh undo decisions I made that I thought at the time were “God” when in fact it was me not be patient and waiting on Him.

I wouldn’t have given my heart to another….. when You my God hold my heart with such care and love!

WHY,WHY I WISH I KNEW WHY I GAVE MY HEART AWAY!

If anyone reads this please just keep me in your prayers, I know God has assignments for me but I can’t do them if I am to busy wrapped up in my own issues.